I found this today. I was sitting in a parking lot off of Flora Ave and US-19. There was a group of vultures in the parking lot. They were huddled up, waiting for the kettle to start bubbling. I listened to this and was astonished of how well spoken I was about my feelings. It was so relevant to the time. I actually don’t exactly know what I was going through at the time. But I can hear what I was influenced by. The way I am singing is exactly from Spirit Desire – Tiger’s Jaw. The lyrics I think are for an old friend of mine. She always seemed mad about how I lived my life. The fact that I could persist within such dark times and still be able to be kind. Some of these lyrics can go to family members as well or the voice within my head. It’s a multi-sided dice. (lol what dice isn’t) I had to be mad at myself. I had to be frustrated with the fact that I watched myself within cycles and my head just kept telling me what to do while I did nothing. Meanwhile, I created such an introspective and honest song in the mean time. I am super proud of this song and wish to bring it to life soon.
April 21st, 2024
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