I did not wake up refreshed. I am not happy to live my day. My queue is now filled with more to say. I am tired and I just want this to be complete. For you, I will do so. To show how I care and to show how I love, I will place you down gently. I will make sure you are able to walk on your own and live by yourself. I am still responsible can’t you see. I am still feeling the same as yesterday. I am now delayed by one day. How can this be God, what are you trying to show me? I am immature and ready to move on. I push for change in hopes I can stand up for what I want. I need to find it first, the starting line.