I am thankful for everyday that I have but today especially is a special one. Not only is it Thanksgiving, I released my first song to the world. I am so blessed to have this opportunity, to understand and know how to not only survive but to live creatively. Not many get to live this freely and I am so excited to share my experience. I love everyone who has helped me get to this point. My mother and father are so amazing and I am so thankful for their presence in my life. My friends are absolute units for the support that they give me. Even the friends I’ve lost I am thankful for. I wish for all to live their dreams as I obtain my own. I see angel numbers everyday and have many eyelashes that got me here. I AM THANKFUL TO BE ALIVE. Thank you for this slow speed minimum wake life. I love you!!!!!

Stepping onto the scene
Three bodies lay quietly
A man’s face is unrecognizable
While two girls died young and pretty
Suspect ran away from the scene
With no trace of any DNA
How did I found out?
No one suspect such slow speed
No urgency
I walked out like nothing’s on my mind
No one asked what I did with my time
Nobody cared to ask how I was feeling
So, I ran away
With slow speed
No Urgency

This is the original guitar recording set at Philippe Park. It was a beautiful day. I just gained the courage to do some tattooing to Charlette. I made a video of me doing it too, I should post that for some promo. My mind was different that day. I decided to make a song with the scene within my head. A murder scene. In that moment and many moments leading up to this, I believed nobody would care if I did anything, that no one would bat an eye. From new experience, everyone has been waiting for me to make a move. So, I shall. I appreciate all the support. I am grateful to be surrounded by such a great community. I am still learning to promote myself and have many people to meet. I am excited for this new chapter. Album coming soon.

Love, Aden

I will admit, I’ve been ungrateful for what I have. There is so much I hold and I was on the verge of throwing it all away. I have been building a life I have wanted to live for 6 or 7 years. Having the chance to talk and release my thoughts and ideas to my closest friends and family has been a gift that I have been acknowledging within the last 6 or 7 days. Within the past week, my life seemed to be caving in. I wanted to change everything how I saw it fit. Reality doesn’t work that way if you are building a conscious life. In order to have control you need to be ignorant and blind. I am not. I am clairvoyant. I am caring and detail oriented. I will keep building. I will keep proving the haters wrong. I will be successful. I will be unconventional. I will stand the test of time. I am a mere mortal seeking truth. I am Aden Oscar and I live today.

Honestly, the morning isn’t the best time to speak. Especially, without stretching or brushing your teeth. I have such hot breath and I don’t mean to burn your skin. Apologies Madam.

Today, my message was to let go. I made a lot of progress today. I recorded a lot of footage for a music video for “I am.” I ate with a table filled with friends. I experienced the infamous cup holder takeaway from the Palm Harbor Chick-fil-a. I had a slow paced and relaxing day with Martin. Not really focused on creating but by chance doing it. Today, I grew closer to Martin. I listen to what he has experienced and found a cool photo to take in the process. As he was speaking on the back Safety Harbor Pier, a stingray passed by. It was so cute and patient. It’s body just flapped around in the water at a slow pace. She obviously didn’t care how long it would take, she just cared that she would get there. We looked up the symbolism of seeing a stingray and found that they represent grace, protection, and adaptability, often seen as a guide to navigating life with elegance and calm. Its symbolic meanings also include emotional depth, resilience, and a reminder to be cautious and thoughtful.

I did not wake up refreshed. I am not happy to live my day. My queue is now filled with more to say. I am tired and I just want this to be complete. For you, I will do so. To show how I care and to show how I love, I will place you down gently. I will make sure you are able to walk on your own and live by yourself. I am still responsible can’t you see. I am still feeling the same as yesterday. I am now delayed by one day. How can this be God, what are you trying to show me? I am immature and ready to move on. I push for change in hopes I can stand up for what I want. I need to find it first, the starting line.

I was invited back to a dreamscape this morning. I decided I wanted to stack up as much sleep as I possibly could and in one of the dreams, I was in an outside venue. The event has people I knew for a while but also new people (who I don’t actually think are real) like siblings of people who don’t actually have these siblings. The dream got a little hectic and there was a lot of attention on me so I went into a building. What I found in there was a lounge full of my favorite activities. Karaoke, computer games, skee-ball and a door. There was two kids in there. One of them was Alexandra Perez’s “brother.” Why he was there I have no clue, is he a real person, I have no clue. But he had his twin with him, his friend. To me all I saw was me and Quinn as kids. I turned around and there was a door. This door I hadn’t seen since I was a child. I used to play in there all the time. I can’t remember if it was a real place or not. But it was so in my development. I think part of it comes from this boys and girls club. Which when I referenced it, the brother said “oh yeah, the Christian boys and girls club?” but that wasn’t it at all, I went to a Chi Chi Rodriguez one. But this door I didn’t go into. As if I didn’t want people knowing that I was going in there. But my heart was calling to me like Denji in his dreams. I also saw Marilyn after that and it was really awkward because I didn’t know how to catch up. Then I woke up.

I found this today. I was sitting in a parking lot off of Flora Ave and US-19. There was a group of vultures in the parking lot. They were huddled up, waiting for the kettle to start bubbling. I listened to this and was astonished of how well spoken I was about my feelings. It was so relevant to the time. I actually don’t exactly know what I was going through at the time. But I can hear what I was influenced by. The way I am singing is exactly from Spirit Desire – Tiger’s Jaw. The lyrics I think are for an old friend of mine. She always seemed mad about how I lived my life. The fact that I could persist within such dark times and still be able to be kind. Some of these lyrics can go to family members as well or the voice within my head. It’s a multi-sided dice. (lol what dice isn’t) I had to be mad at myself. I had to be frustrated with the fact that I watched myself within cycles and my head just kept telling me what to do while I did nothing. Meanwhile, I created such an introspective and honest song in the mean time. I am super proud of this song and wish to bring it to life soon.

I hold my words and breath to movement. I allow people to feel what I speak. I allow other people’s word to affect me. I am not scared of being persuaded. I am grounded though, rooted deep into the love that I came from. The bright light that catches your eyes after denial. I see through what you say and think about it for a while. It’s now caught up to me. I can say what I mean to speak. Listen to me, it’s been thought about. I’ve been processed. I am ready to met you in the present moment, you’ve just got to find me.

I appreciate the invitation so much, I’m so fulfilled to have celebrated your birthday this year! I’ve always wanted to get closer to you and I’m so excited to hangout soon. I think about hanging out with you and Tyler often end up just thinking about it. I’ve been to scared to ask to hangout and appreciate the time we’ve spent recently. We should get together and convince Tyler to start a band with me. I think he would be super good at the guitar. I also know that man wants to scream his heart out. The Jackbox games were super fun to play, thanks for rallying the people up to play it. During the Halloween party it was unbelievably hard to get the people together to sit down and play. Tonight felt like a continuation of that night with some new faces too!! Thank you so much. I wish you the happiest of birthday’s and a phenomenal year.

P.S. I’m old fashioned so your card takes time to get to you so look out in your mailbox 😛

Love,
Aden

Thank you so much for helping me put together this website. I will always come to you with big updates and evolution of the website. You are such a beloved friend of mine. I love learning new sides of life and sharing each others perspectives with each other. I can’t wait to see you at the end of the month, shits gonna go so hard. <3