I was invited back to a dreamscape this morning. I decided I wanted to stack up as much sleep as I possibly could and in one of the dreams, I was in an outside venue. The event has people I knew for a while but also new people (who I don’t actually think are real) like siblings of people who don’t actually have these siblings. The dream got a little hectic and there was a lot of attention on me so I went into a building. What I found in there was a lounge full of my favorite activities. Karaoke, computer games, skee-ball and a door. There was two kids in there. One of them was Alexandra Perez’s “brother.” Why he was there I have no clue, is he a real person, I have no clue. But he had his twin with him, his friend. To me all I saw was me and Quinn as kids. I turned around and there was a door. This door I hadn’t seen since I was a child. I used to play in there all the time. I can’t remember if it was a real place or not. But it was so in my development. I think part of it comes from this boys and girls club. Which when I referenced it, the brother said “oh yeah, the Christian boys and girls club?” but that wasn’t it at all, I went to a Chi Chi Rodriguez one. But this door I didn’t go into. As if I didn’t want people knowing that I was going in there. But my heart was calling to me like Denji in his dreams. I also saw Marilyn after that and it was really awkward because I didn’t know how to catch up. Then I woke up.

I found this today. I was sitting in a parking lot off of Flora Ave and US-19. There was a group of vultures in the parking lot. They were huddled up, waiting for the kettle to start bubbling. I listened to this and was astonished of how well spoken I was about my feelings. It was so relevant to the time. I actually don’t exactly know what I was going through at the time. But I can hear what I was influenced by. The way I am singing is exactly from Spirit Desire – Tiger’s Jaw. The lyrics I think are for an old friend of mine. She always seemed mad about how I lived my life. The fact that I could persist within such dark times and still be able to be kind. Some of these lyrics can go to family members as well or the voice within my head. It’s a multi-sided dice. (lol what dice isn’t) I had to be mad at myself. I had to be frustrated with the fact that I watched myself within cycles and my head just kept telling me what to do while I did nothing. Meanwhile, I created such an introspective and honest song in the mean time. I am super proud of this song and wish to bring it to life soon.

I hold my words and breath to movement. I allow people to feel what I speak. I allow other people’s word to affect me. I am not scared of being persuaded. I am grounded though, rooted deep into the love that I came from. The bright light that catches your eyes after denial. I see through what you say and think about it for a while. It’s now caught up to me. I can say what I mean to speak. Listen to me, it’s been thought about. I’ve been processed. I am ready to met you in the present moment, you’ve just got to find me.

I appreciate the invitation so much, I’m so fulfilled to have celebrated your birthday this year! I’ve always wanted to get closer to you and I’m so excited to hangout soon. I think about hanging out with you and Tyler often end up just thinking about it. I’ve been to scared to ask to hangout and appreciate the time we’ve spent recently. We should get together and convince Tyler to start a band with me. I think he would be super good at the guitar. I also know that man wants to scream his heart out. The Jackbox games were super fun to play, thanks for rallying the people up to play it. During the Halloween party it was unbelievably hard to get the people together to sit down and play. Tonight felt like a continuation of that night with some new faces too!! Thank you so much. I wish you the happiest of birthday’s and a phenomenal year.

P.S. I’m old fashioned so your card takes time to get to you so look out in your mailbox 😛

Love,
Aden

Thank you so much for helping me put together this website. I will always come to you with big updates and evolution of the website. You are such a beloved friend of mine. I love learning new sides of life and sharing each others perspectives with each other. I can’t wait to see you at the end of the month, shits gonna go so hard. <3

Tonight I received a message. Affluence is present and according to the night. I am wealthy and everything that I could possibly need is at my feet. Nights like these, is the reason I study the heron. I appreciate God for showing me such an in depth perspective of life. I got to go out with Quinn and Sophia to the bar. A day I had dreamt up for so long. It’s so amazing to be presented with opportunity to socialize and be with my closest friends. Although, I do have friends who technically are closer by time, Sophia and Quinn are relevant to recent times and have just been such strong forces inside of my life. Thank you Sophia and Quinn, my yin and yang Taurus’ that have shown me such an intimate side of life.

I made this track with Martin on 11/7/2025. The process started out as a song that I had been writing out on the guitar all week. When I started recording, I couldn’t find my timing with a metronome so we decided to try and piece together the song individually to hopefully have a cool scope of this riff I had made. The first part we did was just a strum of C D E and Martin ended up reversing it to show me what it sounded like. I watched as he became infatuated with the reversed sound so I told him “let’s just make a beat with it.” He loved the idea, I couldn’t have taken that moment away from him. We got the melody done when we added the African vox to it. His mom came home around the same time with pizza and cookies from Sam’s Club so we took a break and ate some while watching a Sam Gellaitry documentary. The guy is pretty cool, thanks Martin for putting me on. As Martin was making the beat, I started to write the lyrics. I based the song off of what I heard from the African vox, “I AM AAHHH!” I really wanted to get into like ” I AM A MENACE I AM A….” But I am not a menace and simply just a man filling his inner child’s heart. I ended up making the lyrics a distrack to Quinn because I think that he would love the studio. Martin seemed pretty nervous when it came to recording his voice. I believe he was thinking to hard about what I had put out and comparing himself. I think he did a great job, he has an amazing voice. Anyways, this is the final result and I’m super proud of it. I’m excited to put it out and make a music video for it.

hello all, godfather derk here.

We have just finished initializing and setting up intuneforever.online
I am very proud of aden and cant wait to see what he does here.

Be in touch soon, Derk. ✌🏼

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